Shotgun blast to the face

So I find myself because of a few i'll chosen remarks the cause of an internatinal uproar between myself and someone I never wished to associate with again. Random awakening a one thirty in the morning provides me with a reason to randomly post on this thing. Ughh. I thought I had it all down but again I begin to wonder where it all went wrong. Heading again down the wrong path. An evil path, a path wrought with destruction. Perhaps the answer is not as clear as I would think. Or perhaps its all in front of my eyes and I just can't see it blinded by my own feeling.