I don't look at you that way

Is there come kind of curse that I have developed where somehow all the girls im attracted to see me as only a platonic friend? It seems to be so. I can remember already three oucassions where this has happened in my experience one of them very recently. I was told I was 'a good guy to smoke with and share words of wisdom.' Maybe I should just start being a fuckin asshole to everyone and no one will see me as a fucking friend. It really fuckin blows though I feel like im never taken serioulsy in that way. That i'm thought of as some kind of celibate asexual freak by the opposite sex. What the fuck? It really doesn't make any sense and then you always see these fuckin jackoff assholes getting really hot girls. Godamnit.