Look at all you happy people wish I could be like you

So its been a long long time since I have last filed an entry unto this horrible format. The year of our lord 2008 has been a long a tumultous one. Full of ups and down, triumphs and setbacks, hilarity and then despair. Such is the manner of all things. Still I cannot quite be sure what feeling to subscribe to the current period of my existence. It is not quite utmost despair as it felt a few months ago, yet still it is not utmost brilliance as it was a long time ago. A pergotory of sorts caught in between two worlds.